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〃Shush！ Speak softly。 I would not be too sure of that； were I you；〃 he replied。 〃How many times have I done my job； not by putting the knife in myself； but simply by giving someone else sufficient reason and opportunity to do it for me？〃
I said nothing。
He looked at me and sighed； the anger and strength going out of him。 Softly he said； 〃Sometimes； the best you can do is just salvage work。 Sometimes we have to resign ourselves to that。 We are not the ones to set the wheels in motion； boy。 What you did tonight was ill…considered。〃
〃So the Fool and Burrich have both told me。 I don't think Kettricken would agree。〃
〃Kettricken and her child could both have lived with her grief。 As could King Shrewd。 Look at what they were。 A foreign woman； widow of a dead King…in…Waiting； mother of a child that isn't visible yet； and who will be unable to wield power for years to e。 Regal judged Shrewd to be but a doddering helpless old man； useful as a puppet perhaps； but harmless enough。 Regal had no immediate reason to put them aside。 Oh； I agree Kettricken's position was not as secure as it could be； but she was not in direct opposition to Regal。 That is where she is now。〃
〃She did not tell him what we had discovered；〃 I said unwillingly。
〃She did not have to。 It will show； in her bearing and in her will to resist him。 He had reduced her to a widow。 You have restored her to a Queen…in…Waiting。 But it is for Shrewd that I worry。 Shrewd is the one who holds the key； who can stand up and say； even in a whisper； ‘Verity still lives； Regal has no right to be king…in…waiting。' He is the one Regal must fear。〃
〃I have seen Shrewd； Chade。 Really seen him。 I do not think he will betray what he knows。 Beneath that faltering body； beneath the numbing drugs and the savage pain； there is a shrewd man still。〃
〃Perhaps。 But he is buried deep。 Drugs； and pain even more so； will drive a sagacious man to foolish acts。 A man dying of his wounds will leap to his horse to lead a last charge。 Pain can make a man take risks； or assert himself in strange ways。〃
What he was saying made all too much sense。 〃Cannot you counsel him against letting Regal know that he knows Verity is alive？〃
〃I could try； perhaps。 Were not that damnable Wallace always in my way。 It was not so bad at first； at first； he was tractable and useful； easy to manipulate from afar。 He never knew I was behind the herbs the peddlers brought him； never even suspected I existed。 But now he clings to the King like a limpet； and not even the Fool can drive him away for long。 I seldom have more than a few minutes with Shrewd at a time anymore。 And I am lucky if my brother is lucid for half of them。〃
There was something in his voice。 I lowered my head； shamed。 〃I am sorry；〃 I said quietly。 〃Sometimes I forget that he is more to you than just your king。〃
〃Well。 We were never really that close； that way。 But we are two old men； who have grown old together。 Sometimes that is a greater closeness。 We have e through time to your day and age。 We can talk together； quietly； and share memories of a time that exists no more。 I can tell you how it was； but it is not the same。 It is like being two foreigners； trapped in a land we have e to； unable to return to our own； and having only each other to confirm the reality of the place we once lived。 At least； once we could。〃
I thought of two children running wild on the beaches of Buckkeep； plucking sheel off the rocks and eating them raw。 Molly and I。 It was possible to be homesick for a time； and to be lonely for the only other person who could recall it。 I nodded。
〃Ah。 Well。 Tonight we contemplate salvage。 Now。 Listen to me。 On this I must have your word。 You will not take actions of major consequence without conferring with me first。 Agreed？〃
I looked down。 〃I want to say yes。 I am willing to agree to it。 But lately even small actions of mine seem to take on consequences like a pebble in a landslide。 And events pile up to where I have to make a choice suddenly； with no chance to consult anyone else。 So I cannot promise。 But I will promise to try。 Is that enough？〃
〃I suppose。 Catalyst；〃 he muttered。
〃So the Fool calls me； too；〃 I plained。
Chade stopped abruptly in the midst of starting to say something。 〃Does he really？〃 he asked intently。
〃He clubs me with the word every chance he gets。〃 I walked down to Chade's hearth and sat down before his fire。 The heat felt good。 〃Burrich says that too strong a dose of elfbark can lead to bleak spirits afterward。〃
〃Do you find it so？〃
〃Yes。 But it could be the circumstances。 Yet Verity seemed often depressed； and he used it frequently。 Again； it could be the circumstances。〃
〃It may be we shall never know。〃
〃You speak very freely tonight。 Naming names； ascribing motives。〃
〃All is gaiety in the Great Hall tonight。 Regal was certain he had bagged his game。 All his watches were relaxed； all his spies given a night's liberty。〃 He looked at me sourly。 〃I am sure it will not be the same again for a while。〃
〃So you think what we say here can be listened to。〃
〃Anywhere I can listen and peep； from there it is possible I could be overheard and spied upon。 Only just possible。 But one does not get to be as old as I am by taking chances。〃
An old memory suddenly made sense。 〃You once told me that in the Queen's Garden； you are blind。〃
〃Exactly。〃
〃So you did not know…〃
〃I did not know what Galen was putting you through； at the time he was doing it。 I was privy to gossip； much of it unreliable and all of it far after the fact。 But on the night he beat you and left you to die 。。。 No。〃 He looked at me strangely。 〃Had you believed I could know of such a thing and take no action？〃
〃You had promised not to interfere with my instruction；〃 I said stiffly。
Chade took his chair； leaned back with a sigh。 〃I don't think you will ever pletely trust anyone。 Or believe that someone cares about you。〃
Silence filled me。 I didn't know the answer。 First Burrich and now Chade； forcing me to look at myself in unfortable ways。
〃Ah； well；〃 Chade conceded to my silence。 〃As I began to say earlier。 Salvage。〃
〃What do you want me to do？〃
He breathed out through his nose。 〃Nothing。〃
〃But 。。。〃
〃Absolutely nothing。 Remember this at all times。 King…in…Waiting Verity is dead。 Live that belief。 Believe that Regal has the right to claim his spot； believe he has the right to do all the things he does。 Placate him for now； give him nothing to fear。 We must make him believe he has won。〃
I thought for a moment。 Then I stood and drew my belt knife。
〃What are you doing？〃 Chade demanded。
〃What Regal would expect me to do； did I truly believe Verity was dead。〃 I reached in back of my head； to where a leather thong bound my hair back in a warrior's tail。
〃I have shears；〃 Chade pointed out in annoyance。 He went and got them and stood behind me。 〃How much？〃
I considered。 〃As extreme as I can be； short of mourning him as a crowned King。〃
〃Are you sure？〃
〃It's what Regal would expect of me。〃
〃That's true； I suppose。〃 With a single clip； Chade took off my hair at the knot。 It felt strange to have it suddenly fall forward； short； not even to my jaw。 As if I were a page again。 I reached up and felt its shortness as I asked him； 〃What will you be doing？〃 '
〃Trying to find a safe place for Kettricken and the King。 I must make all things ready for their flight。 When they go； they must vanish like shadows when the light es。〃
〃Are you sure this is necessary？〃
〃What else is left for us？ They are no more than hostages now。 Powerless。 The Inland Dukes have turned to Regal； the Coastal Dukes have lost faith in King Shrewd。 Kettricken has made herself allies amongst them； however。 I must tug at the strings she has spun and see what I can arrange。 At least we can see them placed where their safety cannot be used against Verity when he es back to reclaim his crown。〃
〃If he returns；〃 I said gloomily。
〃When。